Relapse
my mind is parched like a dried up fish from a lack of sea.
I’ve carried the scars of unfaithfulness on my skin since the day I was born.
I happened upon a pained world that I failed to fathom
and my life became an apostasy, looking from god to god;
every morning - a renaissance
every spring - a reconstruction of faith.
All that I love withdraws with precision
at exact timings, I am left to bear the punishment of inadequacy
and I wail the name of God with disgrace
for I dwindle the gifts that he offered me.
I pray forgiveness for my frailty of heart,
for my incapability to be the daughter,
the sister, the friend, the lover and the wife.
My heart is a cavern, the entrance not to be found.
I pray forgiveness for I am flawed
and I am darkened by circumstance.
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